Malice Mizer Diary


March 29/ 2000
From an old issue of Shoxx. I don't know where to put this, so I stick this here.
Jan 19/ 2000
Finally! An update of this page. I scanned in new pictures from January Shoxx *special thanks goes to yukkichan*. And here's the picture I corrupted my cousin's ROMEO AND JULIET with, (hehehe) Though the setting is in Russia and this is French clothes (?)
Jan 16 1999
hahahahaha! On the corruption of my evil cousin! 
She's studying Juliet and Romeo for literature (which, we're doing either this or next year-- I'm older than she is tho) and needs to find a girl with ball gown.. .*snicker* so, I showed her Mana in Merveilles!! ^^ Hahahaha.... Now she's gonna get it (for once). Nnn, I'll post the picture up when I do scan it in :p

........... and, Hyde is getting married with megu-bitch.. .T_T Waaah ............. ~_~

29 Dec 1999
Oh! I got Saikai no chi to bara FINALLY (last week, actually).
It's beautiful. Well, is that all I can say? Uhm. Well, I watched Merveilles yesterday too. To speak frankly, it's very funny the way they move... Uhm, no kidding. And I can't see the story in the entire concert, so to say, either they don't have one or I don't understand. I had expected there to be a story rather than just performance.
Well... Though, I'm not very surprised.
Just that it _can_ get boring to see them in their individual positions, even with the music it's.... Yes, it's beautiful, I have to admit. The first part (gah, can't remember what the songs were after six hours of vidoes...) had these demon-like thing. If you connect it to MM's concept, it would make sense.... Though I don't think many humans are like that :P
But of course... Uhm... Here's for my non-insightful comments: Their dancing is damn funny!! (cough) It's not rock concert. It's performance concert. It's not rock spirit in the air. For real rock spirit go for X Japan. (honestly, X Japan's long hours of fan-communications make me so sick) But everything is so beautiful I have to admit.
Here's what I deem special.
The drum/piano solo.
It's beautiful. It merges perfectly. When it's slow, it's like two melodies intertwining. When it's fast, it seems to merge into one. I think that's wonderful. (wish I'd watched it on Christmas though, it's such perfect atnosphere).........
Honestly, I can't believe Kami's not gonna play drums anymore...
Uh, well. Then there was Brise. Brise was damn cute! ^^  Gackt was smiling in it. Mana and Kozi were fooling around on the stage with those cute things (ah, the famous scooter) and Gackt looked amused. ^^; The funniest and cutest part is when Mana jogs over to Gackt and hugs him. Gackt really couldn't help but laugh. ^^
Oh, the last song... Gackt was the dark angel (I believe?). He was hurt and coughing blood. That scene was so sad. T-T And then near the end of the song he tries to stand up *smirk* I had to laugh. He looked as if he was having a hard time balancing, not because he's hurt, but because of the wings :P Then the dark angel returns to the sky, and his friends see him off.....
Can't help but connect it to Gackt's story about the Dark Angel...
Seriously, the entire video was like, really... dark. I think that's why it's beautiful. The symbol of light and dark is extremely clear (I think) but it's mostly of the dark. And that's why I like it. Especially the snarling demons (?) and how they seemed to play with one of the humans and threw them away... Makes me think of someONE, but I guess I'd better shut up. :P
oh.

And I hate Gackt's melancholy.

Nov 30 1999
Recently, there was some talk about MM. ^_^ I heard that MM would not replace Kami.... (it's tradtion for Japanese bands not to replace a dead member anyway) but use different support drummers. I'm partial about this, kinda happy too, kinda unhappy (?)....
But it's good that Kami shall never be replaced, because he can never _be_ replaced, ne? ^_^
Nov 30 1999
T__T I did something stupid and screwed up the MM page, so that's why the update was so long.............. -_-; Anyway~ I'm really glad that Saikai no chi to bara is sold at HMV FINALLY, at long last ^^; (?) and, I'm so happy because I created a page on doujinshi!
I hope things get fine, I'm dead tired. And I just found out that fastcounter screwed up so I can't track how many people who came here (TT) so i changed to darkcounter instead... so mean....
On the other hand, the rest that I have to say are due a long time ago, but I made a mistake and erased them all so I have to retype -_- But then again, it's not a big deal, so....
Nov 02 1999
My cousin is plain stupid. She's only one year younger than me so she isnt friggin young!
She's just stupid and idiotic and...... whatever :D 
Nov 01 1999
Gomen minna for making you wait so long.
This page is finally reborn. I hope you will enjoy it too.
Although I will do less things here, because I still have many things I want to finish in the holidays. Fanart maybe. Fanfics no. I'll continue to make wallpaper.
Hav you heard Saikai no Chi to Bara? I have heard it, although I usually dislike sound files. This is because I couldn't wait to hear it. I still haven't gotten the single because the local stores have not imported it and I cannot order from Tokyopop without a credit card. (sucks, right?) And CDJapan does not do orders for Indies stuff.
It is a really beautiful song. I hope the local stores import it _AS SOON AS POSSIBLE_ because I really hope to get it soon. The song itself reminds me of Kami. It's too beautiful for words. Somewhere in the song I had felt like I had wings and could fly. I wonder if you feel that way too, those who have heard it. 
Although I hadn't meant it to be, I feel that this hp has reborn with this song. Although I initially don't know what to do with it. I just hope you liked it and stuff.
Nov 01 1999
And..... My cousin saw Malice Mizer's new look on my PC, and said that Yu~ki looks like panda!! Noooo!! Yu~ki's beautiful and adorable. *nods head* I think he's under appreciated... Go away, cousin! (before I decide to kill you for insulting MM....)


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